doubt

I decided write this blog in English, because I want to practice writing.
Today was a exited and sad day, I don-t know, If I have to say good bye her.
I spent a lot of excelent time with, but the love seamless death,
I dont know What is she doing, and what does she want..
I dont feel love, I feel such as an empty box...
She-s very special for me. I loved her. but.. I dont love her yet.
Does she love me... I asked that question many times... I didn-t awnser it..
Yesterday i saw some videos about how to finish with your friend.. Is that a coinsidencia....
What should do I do++ I have no ideas..
This post is terrible...